
The smile on your face let’s me know that you need me
There’s a truth in your eyes saying you’ll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you’ll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all
Ronan Keating – When you say nothing at all
Okay, if you’re in a broken heart state, nor in a state in which you will be irritating with others happiness and lovey dovey story, please stay away for a moment, or you’ll hurt yourself, thanks.
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Tagged: absurdity, cinta, diam, linux, love, sakura, security on August 7, 2008 by nFath

Yup, seperti biasa, pagi buta seperti ini memang waktu paling nyaman buat blogging. Sepi, tenang, dan bisa berfikir lebih jernih. Seharian kemaren (pagi ampe sore doang tapi) berkunjung kerumah “nya” (yeah, she’s the one). I was so quiet, even thought I’m not supposed to be. Mungkin gara-gara dia bakalan pindah ke Bandung (ya ya ya its not that far, still the same island on the same nation and the same planet. And I know it has nothing to do with me, but somehow, ah.. nevermind). Ok, enough is enough lah, no need to over think about it. The fact that I love her is enough for me to felt that way.
Sejak beberapa waktu yang lalu sibuk menggelayuti paman Google buat nyari-nyari info soal SEO, secara pengin nyoba adsense, dan merintis Pay-Per-Review blog (atas rayuan seorang teman, kakak, dan guru). Sepertinya lumayan buat nambah uang saku secara emang sekarang sangat-sangat membutuhkan income tambahan (ya saya tahu gak bisa secepat itu, at least kalo dirintis lebih cepat khan lebih baik, its just a matter of now or later).
Rencananya sih mo nyari sambilan laen lagi, tapi keknya untuk beberapa hari (ato minggu) ke depan tetep kek gini dulu aja, sambil menata ulang fragment-fragment yang bertebaran. Whoaa, gak ngerasa ternyata PR ku sudah menumpuk, mulai dari Insomnity, forum alumni, beberapa PC client. Hum.. I have to do my best! Ganbatte..!!
Under influence of : Regina Spektor – The Call; Letto – Memiliki Kehilangan; Afgan – Sadis; The Cranberries – Ode to my family; Hugh Grant – Way back into love; Coldplay – Yellow; Mew – Comforting Sound; Colbie Caillat – The little things
Tagged: bangun, diam, insomnity, sakura on July 13, 2008 by nFath

Love, Life, Lie … unacceptable, but undeniable truth that they are exist on a single box. At least thats what my live taught me.
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Tagged: diam, sakura, senyum on June 11, 2008 by nFath

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: “Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?”
Hard to believe it
It’s not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won’t go home without you
Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go
Maroon 5 – Won’t go home without you
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Tagged: diam, donor, linux, sakura, server on March 9, 2008 by nFath

aku adalah bumi..
sang raja dalam tenang yang beringsut menatap bulan
aku adalah bulan..
sang putri dalam tidurnya yang gelapkan mentari
aku adalah mentari..
sang pangeran yang melingkar disela retaknya bumi
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Tagged: aku, diam, sakura on March 8, 2008 by nFath

Kau bagaikan iblis
iblisku yang manis
Apples in the wonderland – Alice
Yatta!! install Mint Linux sukses! Disusul dengan BlankOn Konde. So far.. everything looks fine fine sajah..
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Tagged: linux, sakura on March 4, 2008 by nFath

Theres a place on every human heart, where deep inside they could not resist something called love. And beyond all those feelings, theres always a place for stuff like desperate and broken heart. And lately, I’ve been on such a feelings.
Symphony of The Djondoz, a lists of some songs that I’ve heard a lot on my lifetime, I liked those song, and a few lyrics from most of them. Djondoz is one of the not-so-famous-words in javanese which to express someone on its very bad situation and totally depressed.
This post, is a melody that bringing back all those memories from the very broken heart and desperate feelings, dedicated to those I ever loved and ever loved me.
And shall the symphonies begin…
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Tagged: diam, djondoz, favorite song, love, sakura, song list, symphony on November 9, 2007 by nFath