Stop and stare

I got the title coming out from one of One Republic’s song. Yeah, stop and stare.. wondering how long I’ve been on these state of idleness. Clinging on the past. Afraid of losing something. Something I’ve already lost. Or, maybe its something I never had to begin with.

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Oke, ini postingan gembira

*Ngelirik seseorang yang nagih “postingan gembira” dari saya sejak sebelum ke Jakarta sampe nyampe di Jakarta trus balik lagi ke Surabaya. *

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The blue turquoise

I saw her sleeping
for the very first and maybe the last time
her calmness shatter my heart
and torture my feeling..

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Red Floor

Jam di systray menunjukkan angka 07:46, warna merah di lantai teras depan makin jelas kena pantulan sinar matahari pagi, dan meskipun playlist dikompie tergolong lagu-lagu easy listening dan mostly bikin ngantuk, tapi aq gag bisa bubu. Apa yang dibilang om Blek, nocturnal by default, sepertinya memang bener.

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Windy Rainfall at Dusk

Whoa, dah lama banget gak ujan, dan setelah berbulan-bulan mupeng liatin status YM dan Plurk temen-temen di daerah laen di Pulau JAWA Dwipa nan Gemah Ripah Loh Jinawi (kata orang jaman dulu), akhirnya Surabaya ujan juga.

First thing first, ya, ini curhat! So please stay away if you expect for happy posting or something better or whatever.

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A frozen moon

The complete sins, a tortured heart under sleepy dreams
From the joy of being lonely
From the depth of the painful memories
By the light of fifteenth Opal, the emptiness disappear

The Calendula will be the flower
Through the rhymes of lovely rhapsody
The frozen moon is crying
Breathing hard and deep
Before the name whom heart is broken

A pieces of scattered mirror lying down on the floor
The promises of the Devil can never be trusted
A rain for a flame
A tears for a smile
A light for a shadow
Redeem at the end of the night

Will the emptiness forever be empty?
Or could it be that it can’t be filled anymore?

The shards of the rainbow
The tears of the moon
It creates my sinful world of dreams
A thankful smile for a pieces of love
A pieces of blank paper
Where do this pen leads us?

Where do we go from here on?

Sheer of simplicity…

Under influence of : Lifehouse – You and Me; The Morning Of – Violins and Trees; Secondhand Serenade – Fall For You; King of Convenience – Know How

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Homework – 10 Facts about me

I personally don’t really understand why I post this, but since its a homework given by my blogger friend, Ecchan, it would be rude if I’m not doing this. Furthermore, this blog been full of stupid useless rambling lately, I guess this would give another shot in the head.

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Theory of Suicide

If you attempt for a suicide, make it so no one would regret your suicide, or at least make it so everyone else would be able to continue embrace the future, just like how Lelouch vi Brittania finished the last episodes of Code Geass R2. Then after you died, you can die peacefully, with smile, while saying “its all according to a plan” (pretty scary ain’t it hahahaha).

Now the question is, how to make such a suicide? Good question, that’ll be your homework.

So what is the point of this post anyway? Another good question of yours, but this time, I’ll try to answer it. But first come first, a warning about yet another vague and absurd post for you.

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Thats hurt

Farewell and thanks.

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The Holy September

I haven’t really ever found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
But if my life is for rent and I don’t lean to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cause nothing I have is truly mine

Dido – Life for rent

Alhamdulillah, Ramadhan telah tiba. Hum, apa ya, sepertinya, ada yang kurang di Ramadhan tahun ini, ya meskipun dah hari kelima, tapi I just don’t get the feeling, yet.

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